Till next time

This has always been the secret garden for the past 8 years.

The day still came when I started to feel that I don't want to write long articles like I used to. I either got lazy or indifferent, or both. But I don't want to give up jotting down bits of my mind just yet. So I need something simply, fast, easily accessible... like Tumblr.

I was going to end this with Ikimonogakari's Yell. But...

So long.

花は桜 君は美し

花は桜　君は美し　春の木漏れ日　君の微笑み


春を待つ　つぼみのように　僕は今　迷っています

...

春はまた　もう一度　この花を咲かせたいのでしょうか

Whether you see me or not

I've always been an atheist but Buddhism starts to make a lot more sense to me lately; not the whole part about God but its way of thinking. To me, the way in which it explains a person's relationship with the environment and himself makes it not a religion but more of... philosophy.

I came across this chinese poem about Buddhism. I'm not sure who wrote it but it touches me somehow. The english version is loosely translated by me based on my not-so-great chinese and superficial understanding of the poem.

你见，或者不见我

我就在那里

不悲不喜

I'm right there

Whether you see me or not;

No hint of sadness or joy

你念，或者不念我

情就在那里

不来不去

Feelings are right there

Whether you miss me or not;

They are not going anywhere

你爱，或者不爱我

爱就在那里

不增不减

Love is right there

Whether you love me or not;

it doesn't change

你跟，或者不跟我

我的手就在你手里

不舍不弃

My hands are in yours

Whether you follow me or not;

.... Never abandoning them.

The saddest thing is...

to realize that he saw the end in the beginning so, he left long before the end.

Everything that I felt and believed in became ironic; they turned into pain.



"... He's 'the one' and... he's gone."

"He's not. If he was 'the one', he would not have left you."

"... but"

"..."




I wish there was a sudden onset of retrograde amnesia.

The last words from him...

"Hello? Hello...

doo... doo... doo..."

...............


.....


...


Lights out.

How to restore MBR(/get rid of GNU) in Windows 7

For my own reference in future.

- Load command prompt with recovery disc.

diskpart.exe

list disk

select disk 0

active

list volume

select volume

active

exit

bootrec /fixmbr

bootrec /fixboot




The Drifter

was watching a movie, The Drifter, about existentialism, featuring the famous surfer Rob Machado the other day. nothing really happened in the movie. i usually hate movies like this no matter how profound and philosophical they claim/try to be. call me melodramatic but when i dedicate a couple of hours seeing a show/movie, i expect drama. lots of it.

i thought this movie is another of those ostentious boring movies till he said this...

"We dreamt of the perfect wave, the perfect job, the perfect house, the perfect love.
When we get there, we dream of something else."

......

The cutest girl in the Final Fantasy series.

It has to be Serah Farron. ~>_<~

And I can't help but to grab all her cute shots from the latest FF13 TGS trailer.

So lovely.