Formal resolutions for 2008

1. finish & understand The Art of War to apply to daily life.

2. always exude an aura of elegance. both physically & mentally.

3. 4.0 gpa

4. regain my 100lbs

5. be suspicious - trust is a relative concept but NEVER an absolute one. (thks Kevin Q. love u & ur advice. =D )

In observance of the unshed tears

i've been wondering if i should wail, at least once, to trail the SOP of dealing with emotional pain.

it was taken for granted, to exploit with viciousness behind the facade of amicable relationship.

perhaps, the fragile and malevolent-inclined connection shared by most people has raised my pain threshold. perhaps, it is too painful for me to shed tears. perhaps, my subconscious mind deems it unworthy of my precious tears all along.

it was a lie right from the beginning.

though i've yet to figure out the answer, i'm a huge step away from glancing the world through my rose-tinted glasses; i've checked another box of the life events; most importantly, i've learnt my lesson.

it was laughable.

2008 will be a great year. 2008 IS a great year. coz i believe so. and this... is my new year resolution.