Listen to the sound of your heart

& cheerful melodies may arise.


it turned out to be a huge surprise birthday party. in PINK. omg. this birthday gotta be the one that i feel most embarrassed yet most touched, most depressed & happiest - i was definitely on an emotional roller coaster.


"he is the biggest present from Santa for you being such a nice person."

Till regrets bloom...

i don't want to get prickly with defences around the people whom i'm close to, but i don't want to turn into a weak fool. i'm getting tired of struggling to find the balance.



i hope that i'm more spiteful sometimes.


and i wish i can see the future.