お誕生日おめでとう！

it has been a while since i was as happy as today when nothing was actually going on, other than me having a horribly long day related to work and i will be continue working till 3am at least. anyway, i was still literally beaming with happiness ever since the clock striked 12mn. coz it is such a special day - the first birthday that i get to celebrate for him. (well, not quite yet coz he's not back to school.) and i still can't figure out why i'm so much more exuberant than the birthday boy! -.-"

actually... the idea of love is so simple. after so many years, i found myself having the same thoughts as what i had at 6 - if we have 2 apples, he will give me the bigger one; if we only have 1 apple, he will split it with me.

Happy Birthday Honey!

if my love is a song, you are the notes.

Feeling adrift.

the same feeling always comes back right before i fly.

"Coz we've never felt like being in one place for an entire life." i don't remember who mumbled it.

perhaps, because deep down i know that i cannot be in one place all the time - someday, someday i will leave. or the place leaves me. it's a sad realization. but i refuse to face the fact that life is a constant state of evanescence. there, i have my little dream... that may be one or two things will last. and even if they were to vaporize, there ought to be something left.

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my stomach hurts again. ahh... it takes so long to recover from diarrhea.