E.m.b.a.r.r.a.s.s.e.d

i juz embarrassed the hell out of myself in front of many pple a few hours ago in sch. i took part in the sport's day heats for the inter-cca novelty race... in which u do all sorts of funny things like carry a ball between 2 pple's backs, 2 pple skipping together and tossing a ball towards each other.

ok.. the major problem lies in tossing of the ball. somehow, stella & i cant coordinate with each other when it comes to tossing the ball & the ball juz kept dropping. once it dropped, we have to start from the beginning to toss 5 times again. this juz goes on & on... until we reach the perfect catch for 5 times. we did the race twice... & the 1st time was ok. the 2nd time was REALLY BAD! cos we started as the 1st one ahead of the rest, but end up as the LAST, the VERY LASTTT!!! cos the rest of the teams had COMPLETED the race & we were still stucked at tossing the ball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god... so the rest of the teams juz stood at the side of the field, watching how clumsy we were to drop the ball again n again n again n again n again............................. *puke blood* i felt like an idiot completely...standing in the centre of the field.

i finally understand why pple want to dig a hole on the ground n hide inside when they are embarrassed. i felt the exact same way today... & i believe we broke the aj record for the novelty race by coming in the SLOWEST ever since aj is built, or the race is created. HA HA HA.... = = damn.... this is hell embarrassing

it's always the case when one part of my life is rotting... the rest will be infected & start rotting together. everything seemed 2b so bloody screwed now...