It's over, ha.

really over, after knowing the truth. & strangely i don't feel THAT sad like what i've imagined last time. rather, i feel really relieved. so relieved....

i don't deny that i still think it's a bit pitiful, for my time & energy, but it juz feels WAY BETTER than before i found out the truth. i've cleared away the burden that has been bothering me for the past few days. through this incident, i can also get over all the past finally & move on... really move on after like... 1.5yrs. haha, i've actually gained something through this sad incident. sad in my case....

if it's fated 2b mine, it will be mine in the end. otherwise, no matter how hard i try, it's still not mine.