If only everything really was in Black and White

both literally and metaphorically.

no grey areas pls. and everything's clear-cut with distinct contrast.

i don't mind giving up on pink for the dull but glaring combination. at least i get to live in true and simple bliss instead of being delusional colourful. it's soooooo hard to be happy now though happiness used to be just a candy or a toy.

and i wont ever crack my brain to ponder if i did the right thing. it leads to lethargy for me, not the common concept of brain activity is proportional to intelligence. also, it BLOODY HURTS to get involved in such ambiguous situations sometimes. it hurts... seriously.

i'm mentally exhausted.