Hitsuzen

ひつぜん. or 必然 in kanji.

apparently, there's no direct english translation for this term. it can be interepreted loosely as the inevitable outcomes due to the decisions/actions involved. simply, there's no coincidence in the world but hitsuzen.

i've been having such a strong sense of hitsuzen lately. it's a peculiar feeling, a trance inducing experience that sets my heart at ease. good times. such good times.

Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime,
Therefore, we are saved by hope.
Nothing true or beautiful or good makes complete sense in any immediate context of history;
Therefore, we are saved by faith.
Nothing we do, however virtuous, can be accomplished alone.
Therefore, we are saved by love.
No virtuous act is quite a virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe as from our own;
Therefore, we are saved by the final form of love which is forgiveness.

~ Reinhold Niebuhri

they have transcended forgiveness. i've exhausted my last bit of feelings into forgiving him, if there was anything left after last year dec. it surprises me to see myself gaining access to such wisdom.

i guess... it's worth it afterall. for all his hypocrisy, malevolence and exploitation, i'm on my way to master the top level of crystalline intelligence. thank you, dear....

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stranger.