It's about time

to give my blog a makeover... and i did it!! i've changed the layout, finally, after almost 3 years. coz everytime i intended to remove it, i was hit by a wave of nostalgia. hard.

one last glimpse at the layout for the past 3 years.



time for bed. nowadays... i'm only at peace with myself, emotion-wise, during sleep. & i can relive the moments when he's not an ocean away; the gentleness in the touch of his face.

Classic quotes 2

after Jelly made her ever so classic quotes about BGR back in 2006... she did it again, ytd.



LMAO.

I wish it was a clear day

& we could have experienced the crimson sunset on the Golden Gate Bridge.

his warm hands, my sweet embraces, but no more.
so i've tucked the warmth in my heart.

can he feels it?

<3

Someday? Someday.

i stood by Lake Osceola for an hour again, watching breeze smooth out the edges of the glistening reflections in dark. the scene is still filled with serenity, exactly the same as the end of last semester, only i am different.

Jing's leaving on wednesday. it begins to feel like her departure puts the long dued official full stop to my innocently blissful days. our scarce moments together, our seemingly detached friendship, start to flash across my mind in montage. as someone wise suggests, it's our brain's way of mourning the diminishing past.

& it occurs to me....

how do i say 'goodbye' to someone whom, knowingly, i will not meet again, for life? especially someone i hold dear... how?

i'm not afraid to say 'bye', not at all. juz let me turn around and walk away first. & i will make sure it happens, without fail.