Someday? Someday.

i stood by Lake Osceola for an hour again, watching breeze smooth out the edges of the glistening reflections in dark. the scene is still filled with serenity, exactly the same as the end of last semester, only i am different.

Jing's leaving on wednesday. it begins to feel like her departure puts the long dued official full stop to my innocently blissful days. our scarce moments together, our seemingly detached friendship, start to flash across my mind in montage. as someone wise suggests, it's our brain's way of mourning the diminishing past.

& it occurs to me....

how do i say 'goodbye' to someone whom, knowingly, i will not meet again, for life? especially someone i hold dear... how?

i'm not afraid to say 'bye', not at all. juz let me turn around and walk away first. & i will make sure it happens, without fail.