Ai Ai Gasa

the cruise is amazing. it makes the end of spring break such a disappointment and the back-to-reality school life almost cruel.


ever felt clueless of how to keep something/someone so precious, safe, in all sense? i want to know him; understand the meaning of every glance, every barely-noticeable smile, every contemplative frown. he once said that he knows so much about me but i know so little about him. i want it to be 'we know equally well about each other'.
however, i'm worried that by being around him all the time, i will suck out all oxygen and snuff out the life of him & the relationship. how i wish the idea of 'healthy distance' is tangible. 10cm? an arm's length? 2hrs per day?


may be it's time to be a little bit selfish... at risk of suffocating him. haaaa...